I was there holding and petting my cat as they put him down, I knew it was the best thing for him knowing how much he was suffering but it was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I'm sorry man, I've been there and just keep your head up, once again sorry for your loss.
That's horrible. Yup it sucks but I suppose it's expected with having a pet. Had him cremated so having his ashes in the home helps.