Definitely not big by any means, but fun as hell. He was also trying to say that he prefers tables because they are less sketchy, not suggesting re-building my jump. Miscommunication.
im more likely to think ...what if.. i dont make it .. than a table is a nice way to stay intact..
i have nightmares crashing between lips... that why i only jump tables ..
i will heal ,but the bike costs money.. and if im hurt i can not ride thats even worse i can believe it gives you a bigger rush clearing this than a table