Reader Story: Mountain Biking & Autism

Jun 6, 2021 at 21:13
by MaxBikesnz  


From a very young age, I was destined to ride mountain bikes as both my mother and father were avid mountain bikers racers who competed nationally and internationally for New Zealand from the late 80s to the mid 90s. They both raced cross country and downhill before having me. One dark gloomy Canterbury winter's afternoon, after being stuck inside for days, Mum decided to take me on a walk and bring my plastic bubble bike up the hill with her and let me loose whilst being tied to a rope and from then I was instantly hooked. But it hasn’t been an easy road to get to where I am now.

As I sit here with a broken wrist, an elbow which is shattered in three places and broken collarbone, I realize these are the least of my worries. At under a year old, my parents took me to hospital for a routine check up and to undergo some testing to see how I was developing. To cut a long story short, my mum was told by the doctors that I was never going to ride a bike, go to a mainstream school and function within a modern day society due to the fact I had a bunch of disorders.


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Bowenvale Access 4WD 2002 on my 16" BMX Bike

Those included Dyslexia, Dyspraxia, Hypersensitivity Disorder, Autism and my brain wasn’t fully functioning as the neurological pathways weren’t talking to one another as they weren’t connected. All these things together made for one hell of a time growing up and I’d be lying if I said it was easy. I spent years training my brain to function properly, learning how to read, write and most importantly figure out how to pedal a bike. Many of these exercises to help train the brain involved balance, focusing on targets and following things with my eyes so that the brain could talk to my eyes along these pathways in order for me to focus. Without the persistent support from my parents and not wanting to give up on me just because I was “different,” I wouldn’t be where I am today.

Part of being on the Autism spectrum is that once you find something that you are into, you get absolutely obsessed with it and it consumes you. I watched the Series Drop In New Zealand as a kid which was released in 2006 (I was 7) hundreds of times on repeat, especially the one when they went to Blenheim and rode at Jentree which was owned by Justin Leov and his family. Watching the series and being so influenced by it planted the seed more for my mountain biking obsession.

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Living Springs Dual Slalom Held By Gravity Canterbury 2013

Fast forward to my first year of high school in 2013. I was told that I needed to choose a sport for Wednesday afternoon. Since I was absolutely hopeless at team sports, I joined the Cashmere High School Mountain Bike Club on Wednesday afternoons which was led by a group of Year 13s. The man behind the rides was Will Keay. In Victoria Park on the Port Hills of Christchurch, there's a track called Sesame Street which has a wall ride on it and for years I dreamt of doing it. After being talked into it by the boys on the ride, my 2004 Kona Kula cross-country bike and I went up and gave it a nudge. I landed it and from then I was hooked. Every Wednesday, we’d go riding rain or shine in the summer months. Without the peer pressure from Will 8 years ago to give the WallRide ago, who knows where I’d be.

As my 14th birthday present, I got my first full suspension bike which was a Giant Reign 26” with a 2x10 Groupset and I ran that thing into the absolute ground as I'd never had a full suspension bike before. I was hooked instantly and couldn’t believe how much fun it was. I even did my first ever race on it at the Living Springs Dual Slalom held by Gravity Canterbury. I ended up having a Blast and coming 4th in Under 15s. A couple months later, I had a crash whilst riding downhill and ended up bending a pair of Fox 32s. Whilst it hung up in the shed, my parents quickly realised I needed a downhill bike so I was less likely to keep blowing up parts. There was a period where I went through 9 rear derailleurs in a year. Clearly watching Drop In TV all those years ago had caught up with me and I wanted to ride and race downhill.

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2016 New Zealand Secondary Schools Downhill Championships in Dunedin, Photo by Matt Wood

For the next three and half years, I raced downhill competitively nationally around the country. What I hold highest during this time as my best results was winning the 2016 Under 19s NZ Open DH and 2016 New Zealand Secondary Schools DH for Under 20s. Around late 2016 and early 2017 a bunch of drama and conflict began to happen within the New Zealand Downhill Racing. Because of my disorders and learning disabilities, this really got to me and I decided to make the switch to enduro racing as I began to spend more and more time on my enduro bike.

Being on the Hypersensitivity scale, meeting a whole bunch of new people in a different environment was super overwhelming and this became an issue for years to come. Lots of noise and loads of new people meant I ended up keeping to myself a lot. With Autism, reading people socially or emotions was super hard as I never really knew what was going on. This meant at the races I found it extremely difficult to make friends and meet new people in all these different environments even if people who were there think otherwise. This meant high school was absolute hell and it didn’t get any easier at university.

Once again, the Autism spectrum and its addictive traits got me hooked on the enduro racing scene. I was lucky enough to be able to race the Enduro World Series in Rotorua in 2017 which was an absolute mud bog and to this day still the hardest race I’ve ever done. My best results in my racing career have come from racing enduro. Winning Linger & Die Enduro as a Junior in 2018 and as a Senior Men in 2020. A 5th Place in Trans NZ Enduro which is a race held over 6 days all across the South Island of New Zealand. What I hold the most special to me and I still find it hard to believe from a child who was told he would never be able to do a lot of things was Winning the Open Mens SantaCruz NZ Enduro in 2019. An absolute dream came true.

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2019 SantaCruz NZ Enduro Open Mens Podium 1st Me 53.49, 2nd Todd Ballance 54.14, 3rd Pete Robinson 54.57, Photo by Sven Martin

As much as I love racing my bike, volunteering and giving back to the community is something which I also love doing. Gravity Canterbury is Christchurch’s main mountain bike club and I’ve been on the committee since 2014. Over the last 7 years, I’ve had the pleasure of helping in organising many events from Local Races to National Championships. Amongst all this I've lots of opportunities of plan racecourses for everyone to enjoy by using the hill in as many different ways as possible for both Downhill and Enduro. Some questionable designs have been used which has resulted in some positive and pretty negative feedback in the past but because of all this it has helped me learn social cues and other people's perspective on things as I may think it’s a great idea whilst others don't.

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2021 Craigieburn Enduro held by Gravity Canterbury, Photo By Micheal Haywood


In more recent years, Will Keay rejoined the committee which has been absolutely amazing and it’s been an absolute pleasure working with him when it comes to planning events and courses. Most recently helping with the set up for the 2021 New Zealand Downhill National Championship held at the Christchurch Adventure Park, where we were out taping the track at 11.30pm on the Thursday Night to ensure everything was sorted for track walk and racing that weekend. Winning the Sports Men Downhill and becoming the National Champion is something I'd never thought I'd achieve considering I hadn’t raced Downhill since 2017.

The locals champion Max Hides with the Sport Male Victory
2021 NZ Downhill National Championships on Community Transmission, Photo By The Perfect Line

I’m writing this in the hope that other people who might be struggling out there and think that it's impossible to succeed when others have told them because of certain things they won’t be able to, and I hope that my story inspires them.

I’d like to also thank my parents for backing me 24/7 even when at some points I would be kicking and screaming saying “I’m sorry but mountain biking isn’t my passion” but I’m 100% glad that I followed through with it and became who I am today. Without them I wouldn’t have traveled to all the races, seen the country and achieved all the results I have.

A massive thank you to my Sponsors. Goat Cycles, Hyperformance Hardware, Santa Cruz Bicycles, DVO New Zealand, Cascade Components for all the support they’ve given me!
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If you know, you know, Photo by Simon Makker


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52 Comments
  • 93 0
 Incredibly well written story. Thanks for sharing! The only comment I really have is that being kind to others and doing your best is literally the only thing that matters. We're all only here for a short little while so you might as well do your best to enjoy it!
  • 10 0
 Amen to that!
  • 2 0
 @jomacba: Seconded!!
  • 74 0
 This is awesome! Much respect! My youngest daughter is on the spectrum and learned how to ride a bike last year. It makes her very happy and she never says no to a bike ride!! Keep shredding and inspiring others!
  • 5 0
 Let Max's story be an inspiration man. I'm sure you'll do an amazing job. Give the love, feed the stoke and share the smiles. You're the best dad your kids could have had!
  • 18 0
 Two thumbs up Max! Having known you through Gravity Canterbury over the last 8 years you are so passionate and committed to the enduro and DH scene in Christchurch and its so awesome to have seen you progress in both your riding and maturing as a good bugger. I remember the first enduro course you taped at Vic Park which had a couple of surprises in "Bridges" which was controversial to some but it was a ripper course as it was so different to the same ol same ol normal tracks we raced at Vic Park. Max you aren't different, you're an inspiration to your greater Gravity Canterbury family and I wish I had your maturity (and speed) ...and I'm 20 years your senior!!!
  • 19 0
 Awesome read Max, thanks for sharing
  • 17 0
 Really good read, I love seeing this kind of content on PB. It's interesting to see a different perspective on riding.
  • 12 1
 Being on the spectrum isn't easy, as a design Engineer I work with a bunch and we are all on the spectrum to a certain degree. Autism is so wide and varied. Prefer Asperger's myself. It's interesting reading your piece, seeing the verbal queues and clues. "Hooked" being one them. Every report I write I have to read over a few times to remove the repeated phrases.
I have a step son with Autism, ADHD etc also, we get on great as we understand each other.
Good luck with your recovery, you will be back as soon as healed as it's in your blood.
The social queues and reading a room never really get easier.
  • 12 2
 As a dad of three boys who loves to ride, thanks for your story. One of my kids seemingly has some legit sensory struggles. I can tell you that I wrestle to balance trying to help him - and ignoring it - so as to also help him. But what is the best route? Who can ultimately say? I certainly don’t know yet.

I’m strengthened by the stories of the greats - Einstein, Mozart, Beethoven (I’m a musician...) - they all had ’issues' and seemed to do just fine.

I guess it’s all relative in the end? What is, really, smart? Gifted? We all get one go-around on this rock before eternity and I suppose it’s best to live it the best we can with what we’ve got, after all. ADD, ADHD, Autism, Dyslexia, never dealt with any sort of issue like that? - what does it really matter in the end? Does your family love you? Do you love them? Do you give ‘it’ all you’ve got? Have you reconciled eternity? You’re doing aright if you can answer those well, IMHO.

Thanks for sharing your story. I love reading about shocks, races and kit, but yours is the sort that transcends all of it and elevates and makes us better for having read it.
  • 22 0
 My son was diagnosed with ADHD this year. He's 7 years old. He's struggled to fit in socially, and typically doesn't gravitate towards sports. Honestly, while I see he does struggle, I can be rest assured that while he may have challenges in one regard, I know it's a tradeoff, and He's absolutely brilliant in others. He is the kindest human being I know. As somebody who isn't ADHD, its difficult for me to comprehend his train of thought, but I gotta remember to not fit my son into a preconceived box of what would be considered "normal". Since covid hit, my son has been home, and since I work evenings, I have been teaching him how school work. First off, hats off to teachers cause that his hard work, and secondly it's given me an opportunity to change how things were done for me, and set things up to aid in his success. Nurturing his high energy, and trying to help him direct it, rather than suppress it... I can only imagine how far he's gonna go if he can truly harness that power. He has a long difficult road ahead of him, but I can honestly say I'm a little bit jealous. These "labels" aren't disabilities, they are characteristics, and personality traits. Don't like somebody else define you, or the ones you love.
Just my thoughts.
  • 9 0
 @jomacba: . . and astute thoughts they are. Really, I subscribe to the thinking that kids, especially boys, aren’t wired to sit still for 6+ hours a day, and without fidgeting. That kind of training makes good and obedient employees but not self-thinking entrepreneurs.

We’re told kids that don’t fit into this mold have issues because they can’t pay attention but I struggle to buy it. I have to FORCE myself to buy it. What being was designed to sit still for 6-8 hours, pay attention, sit still, and regurgitate the info and an early age?
  • 4 0
 Thank you for sharing. It is indeed a delicate balance and, as you say, sometimes the best path is to ignore so that our children do not live under labels. It’s a VERY tough call when extra care or assimilation are the right move. Keep on keepin on man!
  • 3 0
 The struggle comes from issues with theory of mind, executive functions and alexithymia when the condition is not diagnosed.
An "adaptation strategy" can be "denial & arrogance" in which the person anaware of his ADHD or autism won't question his/her struggles, and will instead blame others for it.
It can also cause a lack of cognitive empathy. At the extreme these person can be very toxic.
They may even "love" their relatives, but in their own, naively-egocentric way. And for the relatives, this "love" doesn't feel like love.
  • 3 0
 @Will-narayan: you have absolutely hit the nail on the head. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and have learned so much about my self and the broad spectrum of characteristics it can present with. The person you described is my dad to a T. I told him all about my diagnosis and the condition and how I thought he has it too as it has a major genetic component (Definitely not my mom). He was in total denial and he is one of the most toxic people I know as far as relationships go. What a difference it would make in his life and all those around him if he could accept even the possibility he could have it. The stories I could share about our life would blow your mind.
  • 2 0
 @jomacba: sounds like you are doing a amazing job. ADHD is a blessing not a curse. Getting the proper training helps tons. For me it is high energy sports and writing notes for everything.
  • 2 0
 @weaverlandbikepark360: I can honestly say I'm doing my very best. Some days are better than others.
When it's all said and done, my #1 priority is my son's happiness.
I like the taking notes idea, I'm gonna try that for him.
  • 2 0
 @Jetbenny: I hear you, my dad is the same and there are signs of ADHD or asperger in both of my parents lines.
I once tried to grab my dad's curiosity about it but to no avail. I'll try again soon as I have a better picture of all this. It seems to me that this people, with alexithymia, have pretty much a blank pictures of their emotions in their mind, so when you talk about it to them it's a total non-sense, and of course this probably has a role in the denial.
  • 12 0
 Wow, this leaves me speechless. Such an inspiring story. Hope you get on your bike soon. Cheers
  • 9 0
 You win the internet today, and life more generally.

PS you're parents are f@#$inf heros.
  • 6 0
 Wow man, beautiful. You're incredibly lucky to have landed the proper obsession, it could have been much worse. You can be grateful to your parents, coach and anyone who has helped you and put you in the right places. But more than anything, you can be proud of yourself. You have proven you can achieve what you want, even when "experts" claim you can't. You wanted to just be able to ride a bike, you ended up racing the EWS! So remember this with every challenge you're facing as you now have a good experience to build upon. You've proven the doubters wrong. Surround yourself with the right people and follow your passion. And for now, heal up quick. Should be well in time for (New Zealand) spring!
  • 5 0
 You really are an amazing young man, Max. I mean, just the fact that you could sit there with a broken wrist, elbow, and clavicle and still write this article at all is amazing. No doubt that you will go far in your lifetime. Go for it!
  • 5 0
 Max your story hits home for me. I have a boy on the spectrum who rides on the local high school mountain bike team. I love to see him on his bike, and the smile on his face when he finished his first race is something I will never forget. Him and you remind me that any challenge can be overcome. Thanks for sharing your story. It's really is inspiring. -Dave Utah, USA
  • 5 0
 Firstly, I have aspergiers and recognise many of the traits you describe. I was diagnosed very late in life and that diagnosis has definitely helped me understand why I am how I am, and made the frustration go away. If anyone does think they may have traits I would definitely recommend checking out out...

Secondly, being socially awkward through ASD, mtb is the best sport to manage those traits. You have natural breaks and don't have to constantly chat (hello pub). It gives you stuff to talk about. You can be crap and still have a great time, and enjoy a day out with people of varying skill / ability. It has a benefit to both your physical and mental health. The list goes on for our great little niche sport...
  • 4 0
 Thanks for posting this. My youngest sister was diagnosed with Dyspraxia. She will never ride a bike or drive, the coordination part is a struggle for her among other things. I have never been diagnosed, I don't think it was really a label when I was a kid. I do remember seeing child education psychologists. I was a pretty hyper kid and struggled with paying attention at school, I was capable but just never found much of it stimulating enough. I see a lot of my sisters traits in myself, although less severe and identify with what you mention here. Most of my interests were outside of school and mountain biking was always one of them. In fact I turned into a career. If you can embrace everything that comes with these conditions, life can be rewarding. I would not change a thing. But me and my sister were lucky that we had supportive parents like yourself. I cannot imagine what it like for some children that don't have that.
  • 8 0
 great writing mate! hope you heal up quick!!
  • 5 1
 Great write up. So amazing to see you overcoming obstacles.

When I was a kid I got told I needed ritalin to pay attention and do well I’m school. My parents didn’t do that and they just made sure I played a lot of sports and music. And one of those sports was mountain biking and it has saved my life in more ways then one.

I Graduated college and now I am a manager for a major defense industry company.

This story is so inspiring to hear I hope you continue your success
  • 6 0
 I'm on the spectrum and you have no idea to happy it makes me to read this story. Thank you so much pinkbike! Representation matters so much!
  • 4 0
 Thanks for sharing, really great to see how MTB has helped and had a positive impact on your life. I’m currently working with some local organisations here in using MTB to help kids with learning difficulties and Autism. It’s been amazing to see how the kids light up and come out of their shell, also how it helps the kids build resilience and coping mechanisms which they can apply to daily life.
  • 5 0
 Amazing read man, thank you for sharing. I’d love to see Santa Cruz sponsor a riding video of you. The content the people need!
  • 3 0
 Hearing how hard the journey can be, it's a privilege to read your story and even have a glimpse of the struggles and the effort you and your parents and mentors put in. Thank you so much for having the courage and putting in the effort to share it here. Congratulations on all your successes, and on inspiring myself and so many others. Heal quick and get back on the dirt soon brother!
  • 3 0
 Thanks for sharing your experience. It's really cool how riding has been such a positive influence on your life. Even if others must have similar stories about their chosen passions, I think there's something special about MTB.
  • 5 0
 Awesome Max, I learnt a lot - heal up quickly so we can see you back at CX!
  • 2 0
 To everyone that's read and commented on my article. I'm truly blown away by the support from everyone that has reached out to me via social media, who have opened up about there stories with either themselves or their children who are dealing with the similar issues which I have faced. It's amazing to hear other stories of people who found a love for mountain biking and have fallen in love with the same obsession which i have. The fact that all around their world people are getting support for this. Whether it's their parents, a local mountain bike club, high school or an organizations just unreal. So many people have opened up about this which is amazing and that my story has inspired people to get talking about this topic is generally something i didn't expect since it took me a load of courage to put myself out there. I'd like to thank everyone who's read my story and found it interesting and inspiring Happy Riding Everyone Thanks Max
  • 3 1
 Great article, I like the part about how people being critical of your trail work helped you develop your social skills. Shows how you have to challenge yourself to improve yourself.
  • 1 0
 What a great story, I’m so happy you shared it! In my experience, when parents of autistic children hear stories like yours, it inspires them to keep putting in all of the hard work necessary. Thank you!
  • 2 1
 A great story, thanks for sharing.

BTW STW had an interesting podcast featuring someone on the spectrum last summer singletrackworld.com/2020/06/fgf-podcast-504-jamie-knight-lion-and-riding-with-autism
  • 2 0
 Awesome story Max, thanks for taking the time to share it - hope you are back on your bike again soon....
  • 2 0
 Really enjoyed reading this! My brother is on the spectrum aswell, so this hits home hard in a good way.
  • 1 0
 Thanks for sharing! Piling on some thanks to your parents, we never would’ve seen this otherwise.
Gonna ride my bike today!
  • 1 0
 I relate to this wholeheartedly. Also 9 rear derailleurs in one year, definitely hooked. Speaking of a dark gloomy Canterbury winters afternoon...
  • 2 0
 This is so cool, keep killing it Max!
  • 1 0
 Dude got "hooked" or "hooked instantly" on bikes four separate times! Gonna be riding forever! Rock on!
  • 1 0
 So sick, thanks for the great read! I love seeing all the diverse perspectives mountain biking brings!
  • 2 0
 Rip it up mate
  • 1 0
 What an amazing person!!! You are an inspiration Max! Thanks for sharing.
  • 1 0
 Amazing story! Thank you for sharing,really inspiring!
  • 1 0
 Yeah buddy, keep rippin!!
  • 1 0
 Love this! Great job dude keep it up! Much love
  • 1 0
 that was an awesome read. good luck on your recovery.
  • 1 0
 Yeah mate, you rock!
  • 1 0
 Great read, thanks!







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