need help to move my bike shop forward

Hi my name is Shane Haines. live in the wasteland know as.Moose Jaw Sask i have a small bike repair shop i run out of my apartment. i also have a chronic illness know as COPD.it short form it effects the lungs.as of right now thereis no know cure. i reaching out to the world i no best.that you the mountain bike community.i need to find someone to back me to get the bikes and part to have a full shop. i been turn down by the people who are there to help a person with disabiltys.i am a mechanic and avid it rider. i have now just got back to where i was rideing before i got sick.i live breath the sport. i am getting tired and lossing my passion to have my own shop. there are three things i want to do before i can ride the big mountain freeride. first off is to have the bet shop in town second is to attend crankworks and ride whitsler. the three to see rampage and put my wheels on holy ground. i am only 42 but i still can ride a mean bike.